Happiness is a choice

Today, I woke up with alot on my mind. For the past few weeks ive just had so much go through my mind. Ive been thinking alot about my job. Its stressful and I feel like its never enough. I feel like no matter how hard i work it never matters. but i love my job. Its really helped shape me and show me alot. I love the people i work with. Then Blake has gone by my mind too many times to count. He makes me so happy but I feel like i want to tell him how i feel but i just dont know. i dont know what he would say. if i would like what he has to say. i just dont know………… and ive been thinking alot bout school. i may have the opertunity to move and i want to but idk if id like to leave behind everything. its alot to lose i think….